I’m having a hard time wording things so that people give me the right answer. It sounds like I have a hard time communicating my thoughts? Nope, it’s not that. It’s not the communicating something on a large scale. It’s the saying something to someone in passing. It’s usually a quick question that never seems to come out correctly. Well I think it comes off clear but I always get an answer about something else. It’s probably half my falt that I don’t correct it after they answer but by the time I get the wrong answer I just figure it’s easier to figure it out myself or I realize the issue isn’t really a problem anyways. Also, most of the time I do ask a question it is mostly because I already know the answer, I just like to group problem solve. I guess it’s mostly for validation. Anyways, this is why I feel soooo ahhhhh alone.


April 12, 2011. Tags: , , , . ahh people, silly little things, stupidness in public, Uncategorized. Leave a comment.

The Blue Gum

I was at the grocery store yesterday. As I walked by the gum and sugary sweats isle a guy asked for my attention. “Hi, I am from Germany. Do you happen to know if this gum (pointing to Wrigley gum) is the blue one. Everyone in Germany wants the American blue Gum.”  I said ” geee I don’t know sorry”.

Ok so lame that I couldn’t help him. But seriously I am the wrong person to ask. Maybe if he would have described the 80’s or 90’s commercial of it I could tell him. (I for some reason have a vast knowledge of gum commercials of the 80’s and 90’s… I don’t know why… but I use to sing them while I was playing or swinging on swings)

oh fyi I don’t chew gum it makes my tummy hurt… so totally the wrong person to ask buddy. lol

Back to the story though. I actually have a sister in law that has lived in Germany and frequents there yearly. Actually, her german friends flew over to America and came to my wedding. So I have German connections. So who did I call?  no not ghost busters… I call my sister in law squared if she knew of this awesome “American Gum” that apparently Germans want.

She didn’t answer or has yet to call me back but I would like to get down to the bottom of this mystery.

April 4, 2011. silly little things, stupidness in public, Uncategorized. Leave a comment.

Just talk to me

Dear People!

If you hate bra shopping sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much then talk to me. That is why I just asked you if you were finding everything ok. So you would have an in to ask me what you need. I will have you in and out of that fitting room in 20min, 45 if you are the picky type.

That is why I’m standing here.


September 1, 2010. Tags: , , . ahh people, Love, Passion for Fashion, POP Culture, silly little things, stupidness in public. Leave a comment.


So I work in a department store. You know, the kind usually found in malls that house clothing and home goods?  Today someone asked me where our pencils, pens, binders and notebooks were.

I said, (probably with a puzzled look) “We don’t carry that.”

they responded with a look that was like wtf gee why on earth why “oh?”

I then just went on my own business because… really?

I don’t know how to fix that.


August 24, 2010. Tags: , , , , , , . silly little things, stupidness in public. Leave a comment.

80’s really?

I know that I am exactly in my mid twenties but the idea of going out to a club seems sooo like back on that month in my early twenties. lol. I just am not that kind of girl. I am also not the kind of girl to sit at home and play dnd. I don’t know what I am really except that I am laid back, but I’m super aware of my surroundings. I love dancing. I just like to do it at home or like in a house. I don’t know if the memories of trying to not have tons of frat boys rub on my while I dance turns me off of the “going to the club” idea but in my head I just get this sense of boardom.  It’s not as freeing and relaxing like doing it at home….I guess?

I kind of  feel bad about not going tonight  though. Mostly because I said I would because the person who asked just got major dumped by her boyfriend.

It’s not like I didn’t try to go. I did. but I really hate driving. and now the waking up early for work and stresses of the day have caught up with me. I’m worn out.

I want to hang out with my husband.

I want to just have fun in a calm way. That could include dancing in my living room.

I don’t want to hook my friend up at a club. I don’t believe in that kind of behavior.

I just want to be me. I had to be someone else for sooo freaking long.


August 13, 2010. Tags: , , , , . ahh people, old friends, silly little things, stupidness in public. 1 comment.

a letter to a friend in the air force

I’m so proud of you for getting through bootcamp. I can’t believe you will be done in just a few weeks!
What Is an MRE Lunch?  Maranaded Radish Enchiladas? I could Google it but I’ll just wait patiantly for you to fill me in.
I have just three weeks as well until I get hitched. So I’ve been driving back and forth from Vancouver to Walla every week it seems. Well anyway while driving through a canyon Boysquared and I saw  a fighter, jet It kind of looked like an F-117 Nighthawk (awesome… I googled that) but it probably wasnt. It zoomed right past us along the river, into a back flip into the clouds. It was super cool and It also reminded me that I still needed to find a cool post card to send you.
Well I miss having you close by but I’m super stoked to hear about your adventures in the airforce. Are you heading straight to tech school after this or do you get a small break inbetween.
You are in my thoughts. I hope you have a great couple of weeks!

June 12, 2010. Tags: , . old friends, silly little things, stupidness in public. Leave a comment.

I know

I know I’ve quite uninthused about the actions of people around me so I’ve decided to post a picture that I found on that I like. Perhaps it will brighten up the frustration surrounding me.

aparently this is Banksy’s graffiti. I’m not sure who that is or where but i’ll research it later.

June 8, 2010. Tags: , , , . Love, Passion for Fashion, Photography, POP Culture, silly little things, stupidness in public. Leave a comment.

24 hours and $200 out

  • vault walls

  • slept in
  • packed bags
  • put all wedding stuff in car
  • got subway
  • bought car treats at grocery -chocolate chip bars, MTN DEW, and scooby snacks
  • got gas
  • drove ( actually I just rode thank God for BF’s)
  • saw strange rocks
  • passed a perfectly lined up trees at a tree farm ( more like land)
  • saw firetrucks putting out a brush fire that was on our side of the road
  • passed state line
  • got to destination without looking at map
  • was greeted by my old puppy
  • chit chatted with parentals
  • ate grilled chicken (mmmm yummy)
  • went on a driving tour of a town
  • stopped to take a picture of a slushie statue
  • ate angel food cake!!!!
  • played a card game called nickel
  • my mom and I timed me getting in and out of my dress
  • went to sleep town
  • got up
  • ate toast
  • chitchatted in dining room
  • drove to downtown
  • went to bank
  • went to courthouse
  • had to go inside the old vault
  • got marriage licence
  • went to grocery store
  • paid for wedding cake
  • bought other goodies like the new mtn dew flavor and fresh baked cookies and a slice of our wedding cake
  • went to record store and bought records and postcard
  • went to lunch with parentals I have a falafel
  • went to toy store
  • almost bought a stuffed moose for nephew
  • said bye bye to puppy
  • drove  a while
  • past state line
  • got gas because it’s cheaper and bought tea
  • passed crazy tree farm
  • trip allways seems faster on the way back even tough it isn’t
  • stopped in a moutain town
  • almost ate pizza
  • ate Chinese instead
  • looked in to closed shopped
  • stopped by a place I want to work at
  • drove some more even though I was riding
  • sang really loud to Weezer for the last hour
  • arrived home by the end of the cd (when I say cd I mean Ipod of course)
  • relaxed
  • hooked up new record player
  • didn’t get it to work
  • booked wedding night room
  • planned honeymoon trip
  • made plans to call in the morning
  • went to sleepy town

well that was my “weekend”.


May 25, 2010. Tags: , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , . food, POP Culture, shopping, silly little things, stupidness in public, Wedding stuff. Leave a comment.

lol adds

loving this Target, Huggies add!


May 20, 2010. Tags: , , , . Photography, shopping, silly little things, Uncategorized. Leave a comment.

never ending listing

Here is a list of stuff I need to get rid of:

  1. wii stand console
  2. broken 24″ tv (super bulky slash heavy)
  3. old tv stand


May 16, 2010. Tags: , , , . listing, silly little things. Leave a comment.

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