80’s really?

I know that I am exactly in my mid twenties but the idea of going out to a club seems sooo like back on that month in my early twenties. lol. I just am not that kind of girl. I am also not the kind of girl to sit at home and play dnd. I don’t know what I am really except that I am laid back, but I’m super aware of my surroundings. I love dancing. I just like to do it at home or like in a house. I don’t know if the memories of trying to not have tons of frat boys rub on my while I dance turns me off of the “going to the club” idea but in my head I just get this sense of boardom.  It’s not as freeing and relaxing like doing it at home….I guess?

I kind of  feel bad about not going tonight  though. Mostly because I said I would because the person who asked just got major dumped by her boyfriend.

It’s not like I didn’t try to go. I did. but I really hate driving. and now the waking up early for work and stresses of the day have caught up with me. I’m worn out.

I want to hang out with my husband.

I want to just have fun in a calm way. That could include dancing in my living room.

I don’t want to hook my friend up at a club. I don’t believe in that kind of behavior.

I just want to be me. I had to be someone else for sooo freaking long.

I JUST DON’T WANT TO AND I DONT WANT YO U TO MAKE ME FEEL BAD ABOUT IT. gah

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August 13, 2010. Tags: , , , , . ahh people, old friends, silly little things, stupidness in public.

One Comment

  1. GIRL in the UNLATELY replied:

    I enjoyed reading. Happy blogging. :]

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