I’m trying hard not to let this get me down. I’m trying NOT to notice it. I was trying to ignore the possibility that no one is going to through me a bridal shower. Then Boysquards mom innocently asked him if I was going to have one. I said I don’t know but in my heart I was screaming NO NO I’M NOT HAVING A BRIDAL SHOWER BECAUSE NO ONE IS GOING TO THROUGH ONE FOR ME. Why does having most of my friends (all of my family) living out of state have to effect every little thing I do.  It makes me feel like I’m a loner and that I don’t have anyone here. But I DO have friends here I have three friends here and I am totally cool with that. but they aren’t going to though me a party because it would be just the four of us? (which is perfect to me) but uuuuggggg.  I don’t think they realize I have two future sister in-laws they can invite. and there are some managers at my work I wouldn’t mind being at my bridal shower now that party number is up to 10… sounds great to me. I wish wish wish wish wish wish wish wish it would happen.

Ok I’ll be honest there was a lady who I don’t know that offered to through me a bridal shower!!! YAYA! Right? Wrong?


May 4, 2010. Uncategorized, Wedding stuff.

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